It seems that due to life currently, I am experiencing an extreme lack of sleep. It is amazing how much lack of sleep plays on your feelings and emotional stability. Putting my little one to sleep tonight and I literally felt like crying (yelling actually) over spilt milk. I knocked over a cup full of it in her room all over the carpet. I was so frustrated but I kept my emotions in tow. How easy it is when stuff is hectic to forget to relax and know that everything is sorted, and planned. My initial reaction had no logical bounds and the accident wasn't anyones fault but I felt angry and asked why me...
The other problem it amplifies the feeling I had that encouraged me to wrote this and reflect in the first place. The reaction to no sleep is to bottle it up and never think about why you feel the way you do. When busy and tired they are the first things to go. The last few days I have felt tired and ready for some relaxing me type time but I know there is little chance of that any time soon. More sleep will help. For those reading who pray, some deep nights of rest for me and my household would be very much appreciated.
Thanks
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