Well troops, it has come to my attention that my blogging has had a serious issue of late. So I will attempt to return to the fray... The quest for emotional and creative release continues, stay tuned as I try to get back into the process... I miss it..
Sat down this evening to enjoy writing some music, unfortunately other things always get in the way, and tonight was no exception. Dishes, chores, making lunch for kids tomorrow... The list seems ever growing and more complicated with each passing day. I love my family but it stifles and chokes me. Work, housework then bed for the rest of my life is no real life at all. Problem is when I have a break, I feel the need to do nothing... at all.... and will stare at a wall, kidding myself that I am relaxing, when really I just want the world to stop and let me catch my breath. Don't really feel like being creative at that point... Anyway, only reason we blog is to express something not let out elsewhere... So as usual this is a rant and will end at the last full stop. For some reason letting it go to text and having it placed in the public eye is therapeutic and enables the verbal thinkers like me a wimpy way through the murkiness... So on that happy note.... Honey I'm home... .
